December 2010
Waiting for you,
May sound like a pain but you seem to make up for it in the end.. :DD
You sure know when someone cares about you when...
It's funny,
How everyone was so ready for Winter Break, but majority is bored already.. Myself included -.-
Darn it -.-
I can never make you proud, can’t I..? You’re seriously going to put me to work every Saturday and Sunday to help me train for what you think my future career, yard work.. You say I’ll be lucky to land a job at all.. Well fxck you, you don’t give a dxmn about me ..
...
I want to lay down and die.. T^T But there are still somethings in this life that are good >-< Hopefully they don’t go away either..
Listen
.. To your special someone :]
Sometimes, it’s easy to cheer him/her up.
With the little things you do.
Like saying, for no reason,
“Baby, I love you.”
A second can’t pass,
without you being on my mind. JP<3
11.14.10
jnmnp:
One Month. [:
KP <3 JP <333 ^^ I win.
W O W
I’m always second.. I’m always seem to fall short from success.. I’ve never been more sure of something. I really just want to lay down and die. But what does it matter.. No one really cares..
I can say in all honesty,
I’d like to get away from all this.. I can’t even consider us being close anymore.
“When we don’t know who to hate, we hate ourselves.”
-Chuck Palahniuk
People always say I’m “nice” .. So I choose not to be mean to my peers.. Yet I have no one take my anger on.. So what now..?
I..
Feel like crap.. I’m always exhausted.. Don’t want to work, and I never eat anymore.. Clinically depressed..? I think so.. .-.
My Mom brought up an interesting idea.. Bring back “Boyband” from last year and bring it to Vista.. .-. Hm..? >-<;